Sparta-Art-Anonymous

The panic attacks are keeping me awake, preventing me from sleeping to avoid the mental breakdowns which cause more panic attacks. I miss my cuts, now faded scars.

I first met my boyfriend in February, shortly after I had broken up with my boyfriend of over a year, due to me having a crush on one of his friends. The friend and I really never went anywhere, but we remained companions and he ended up bringing me around my soon to be boyfriend again and again. Eventually, he and I began dating after my depression had already began to run thick through my head, due to the failed courtship between his friend and I. I kept my sadness hidden for such a long time. I had been cutting myself for at least a month before being in the relationship I'm in now, which kept me stable. Not too happy, not too sad, but so

I want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be okay and that I can open up when I'm ready and that they're there for me always.